Dreamweaver - 5/25/1999

Journal Entry

5/25/99 Dream 3:20am

I went to get into the elevator. I stepped in elevator and the doors shut - then opened and shut again. I pressed the down button and it moved slightly and then opened again. I got out and started walking away to take the stairs. I saw my friend Paula. She said, “Come here Sidse, we’ll take this elevator”. I told her it wasn’t working very well.

We got on the elevator and we had problems with the doors again opening and closing. I tried to get out but couldn’t. Then I said, “look there aren’t any buttons”. It was just a stainless steel box. Paula was gone. Very quickly all six sides of the box started closing in on me. The elevator was going up and up - I was consumed and I exploded at the same time - but I was still intact in my mind - I felt like - Oh My God - WOW - it was like being shot into the Universe. Like the dream I had before, so I tried to pay very close attention to what was happening.

I was traveling very fast - it was extremely loud like rocket engines pushing me - I saw sky and something - a structure flying that was white - the flight lasted for a few minutes then I was flying back down to earth and I started to notice that I was inside something like a rocket with lots of vertical slits and there was someone inside with me. He was surprised that I was overwhelmed with what was happening. I was happy to see him and his eyes were smiling. He had toe-head white hair and blue or brown eyes. I cuddled to him. He was happy I saw him.

When I woke up my heart was racing really fast. The flight was very fast and happened quickly. During the flight I wondered if I was dying - I thought that I probably wasn’t, but I didn’t know for sure - my feelings about dying were not there. It would not have mattered to me one way or another if I died or not.

The speed was so fast. I wondered if it was close to the speed of light - it was faster than anything on earth.

It was a great dream.

I knew that even though I feel alone sometimes - I am not - someone is there whether I see it or not.

~ by sidsewrites on May 15, 2008.